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Yep, May 28th, and you know what that means, TV land --

Age +1 !!

Yup! I'm 24 now. Comfy number. I feel so loved today it's amazing. The phone hasn't stopped ringing. Thanks to everyone who has wished me well today, it means a lot! :) My aunt Kay left a message singing me happy birthday...the cutest thing ever.

DLed Rocket Dock and Rainlendar today. My desktop is awesome now. I'm on the hunt for a cool wallpaper, mmmyeah...

Oh yeah and I made a playlist of songs as recommendations for someone, SO I figured I'd post it since I haven't posted a playlist in ages.

(Posted it on my myspace blog) [took it down now]

Islands - Jogging Gorgeous Summer
The Stylistics - Betcha By Golly, Wow
Fiction Factory - (Feels Like) Heaven
Duffy - Mercy
Dionysos - Tais Toi Mon Coeur

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, even though I can't believe it, I'm really 23!

I can't really believe it though, seriously. I think I expected to die by now. Go figure!

I woke up to mom singing me the happy birthday song and then found that she'd drawn me a picture. ME WITH DUCKS ON A STRING! I love it. My favorite present ever received from anyone. Thanks mom. ^-^



I edited my BIOS settings to default and haven't had problems yet today, but I'm thinking of things more in terms of it gives me more time to save up for a replacement as long as this PC doesn't decline anymore than it already has. So all in all, a nice day! I saw Jessica's tattoo pics last night. Hehe, I guess I should compile a section for my website(I need to update that - it's been a year now since last update) for all the tattoos I've contributed art to! A total of 2 so far, but that'll probably expand later.




Can't let the depressing stuff get me down, no way!

first oekaki in years...haha

yep! may 28th, my babies! sunday bloody sunday! MAYAFEST 2006.

so far I've gotten more birthday wishes than I have ever before, and it makes me very happy. thanks guys. *uses icon from a birthday at least 10 years ago* all these good thoughts make my chest hurting less painful. =P

lori & rich are here, my babies & kim & rick are going to be over tomorrow... yay nice times!

Tomorrow is my birthday! Yay 21! Damn.

It looks like sometime around uh...1 or 2pm, we'll all (sisters and chilluns and my grammy and my mommy)go to the Lucchesi park and play on the swings and see the duckies and I'll take some pics like I've been wanting to do since before we moved, and eat cake and...stuff. Hm, maybe I'm actually turning 12 instead of 21...though, my mom has this bottle of Kenwood wine from my birth year(1984 biyaaaa), I don't know what kind it is but everyone wants to toast to me so uh..I guess I'll find out. =p

I decided on the park idea cause I don't want a party.. and...yeah, something nice and relaxing. Here's hoping it's not way crowded or anything. =p When we get back to Vegas (who knows when... I HOPE WHEN I THOUGHT BUT WE'LL SEE) we'll have a thing with some neighbor friends and my sister, too. :D ALSO, I MISS MY KITTY SO MUCH. I NEED TO SEE HER SOON DAMN.

Hmm anything interesting to say...I have a lot of stuff to scan, pics to upload, and mail to send. Though I dunno if I'll send stuff before or after I'm near "home" but we'll see.

I watched Pretty Woman up til a bit ago. I love that movie. And OMG While You Were Sleeping is on next! I LOVE TBS!! YAY!!

I feel like posting something exciting or whatever, but I don't know...I feel boring.

Every time we drive around I keep looking for people I know but so far I've only run into one while waiting at a red light(lol). I forgot peoples' email addresses and it turns out I'm busier than I thought I would be (for some reason everyone but me is making a HUGEASS DEAL about my bday, heh) and so everyone is here all the time. WHICH IS GREAT AND I LOVE MY BABIES BUT yeah no time to even be able to call anyone back who has called me but I love you all, really I do.

I wanna schedule some day in the future when we all can party at a beach somewhere. Preferably within two hours of San Diego. So, who wants to sign up? *holds out a list* >.> Or ... whenever the house sells, Disneyland! Yeahyeahyeah? YES.

My mom said something about calling Gabriel-kins and inviting him to my bday thing tomorrow...HAHAHAHA! Yeah, I should...and invite Mikey as well! How about Tyler?? And Dave?? Oh...AND BRAD!! AND AARON! LET'S JUST INVITE THEM ALL WHILE WE'RE AT IT! EX-BOYFRIEND EXTRAVAGANZA! WOOHOO, PARTY TIME! Imagine the small talk at that shindig! ...You know, sometimes I just lay back, ponder the past, and laugh my ass off. People are great. I love them all. Karma bitches. Eheh..heh...*winks*

Oh...erm, besides all that garbage.. *heart eyes* ..I forget if I mentioned it or not in the other entry, but the drive here(across california all the way to petaluma) was rather beautiful. Well, it always is. I love the scenery on the way here. Farmland, desert, suburbia, etc. Not in that order, but yeah. With the exception of Bakersfield, it is a rather beautiful drive. Another beautiful drive is the one along the coast towards SB and SD. Crashing waves, a lighthouse, ...pismo beach.. *inside jooooke* Which... is a drive I will be going on soon! Can't wait! Maybe I'll remember to take pics there, as well. I've taken a lot more than usual during this trip, so yeah...maybe. (Which, btw, Triumph of a Heart is the perfect song to listen to while driving through the wine country of Napa county) I love to travel. The only downside is how much pain I get into from being in the car as long as it takes for the drives we go on, but it's all good. No pain, no gain. *winces*

Damn it I need to call Chris back. 1 1/2 minute long messages on my phone are awesome. People used to leave messages a lot... even people I don't talk to or know. This trip though, nope. Could it be I've lost my stalkers?? COULD IT BE? heh, I really wonder. I assume so. I mean just read this crap. Not much to stalk here. >.>


In closing, my "life is a rollercoaster and I am not strapped in."

"treeeees swayin in the summer breeze
showin off their silver leaves
as we walked by
soft kisses on a summer's day
laughin all our cares away
just you and i

sweeeeet sleepy warmth of summer nights
gazin at the distant lights
in the starry sky

they say that all good things must end someday
autumn leaves must fall
but dontcha know that it hurts me so
to say goodbye to you
wish you didn't have to go
no no no noooo

and when the rain
beats against my window pane
i'll think of summer days again
and dream of youuuu"


... yeah. he's sweet. time needs to speed up damnit.


and now i go off to eat pizza wit mi familia! ... someone save me from my birthday. CALL ME / SEND ME MAIL. EVEN IF IT IS A BOMB. I WANT CONTACT DAMNIT. I can't sign on to check email much if at all so that's why I can't reply fast. dialup is crap. I hope whoever reads this has a good weekend

*bows and lets curtain fall*